Thank sofr writing this story. I hope that we all learn from Michael'story. I know first hand what it is to live a double life and not knowing which is the real you: the sober one or the one under the influence of crystal. Brandon has always been the ultimate porn star to me and I thnk that he's what erotic dreams are made of. I wish him good luck and inner strenght. My prayers are with him tonight. I really wish him well and I hope that someone could tell him on my behalf that there's a new day every time the sun comes up, no matter how dark we might think our life is. I'm a fan who thank you for the many moments of joy you have brough to me by watching you perform on the screen. Good luck and bless your heart.
Miguel